as i was falling asleep last night

i started to think....

like i just said, as i was falling asleep last night, i was wondering which i like to do more. to act, or to sing. and i discovered its to sing. even when im really tired or depressed or mad or w/e, singing can make that go away if just for a little bit. whether it be singing like most of u guys do, or real singing (a.k.a. choir) its amazing. not to say drama doesnt do that, but it jsut doesnt have that much effect on me as singing.

also singing brings out whats happy in your life. when i was singing today (i think it was o occhi manza mia) i was concentrating on the music, but also all the good things in my life just surfaced and all the bad faded. singing can twist and use ur emotions in such a pure, beautiful form. i cried today when i was singing flower of beauty and almost yesterday when we were singing danny boy. its just a freeing thing to me and i love it.