bad start to today

and i think i feel a bad finish coming on...

so i woke up today to my sister trying to fix the beeping fire alarm...but, she turned it on and woke me up. then a few minutes later my mom called with some bad news...and thats all i hafta say about that.

then i went out to mow the lawn which wasnt bad cuz physical labour can be nice sometimes. after that i was in the shower and thinking about stuff from yesterday (fun party tom) and it bummed me out. one tihng in particular....i dunno i just feel like im not good enough. gar today sucks already and its only like 1....i guesse ima go...